Eerie?!? Sometimes…

Psychic quality? Intuition? Sixth sense? Almost synonymous words; words that are very intriguing and interesting too! I’ve always wondered at the true nature of the meanings of these words. Although a lot of myth has been attached to their interpretations, what lies at the bottom is the unswerving truth that they are, by no means, qualities/traits/features/makings of an individual’s mind that can be easily waved away with a shrug or slight motion.
Often times, I find myself knowing/feeling the existence of things and events before they actually take place. Coincidence? Maybe! So many times? Improbable! Or, at least that’s what I feel. I may be wrong. Maybe they really are coincidences, but they are not one-off incidents too! Many times, it’s scary; scary because of the nagging doubt that what is going to transpire will most probably be of the unpleasant kind; the kind that leaves you saddened and down for a while. At other times, the knowledge that something good is bound to happen, has the ability to lift one’s spirits like nothing else! I’ve felt both kinds; some quite personal, some not so much to do with me. In almost all instances, I’ve been taken aback by the accuracy of my gut feelings! Yes, almost all are believed to possess gut feelings about everything that takes place unto them or their immediate point of reference; however, is it possible that in some, it is a tad more pronounced than in others, if not by a large degree!?! More so, is the said ability ingrained in me?!? From feelings of déjà vu that everyone experiences (to the best of my knowledge, at least), to expecting to hear the phone ring in the next immediate moments; from running into a person who has been in my thoughts in the recent past (present?), to knowing that an impending doom is just around the corner; from being absolutely certain that a particular event will most surely take place, to being chilled to the bones when it actually does; the range of these feelings seem to embrace the entire gamut of oddness and revelations! I rather like wielding this power, nay, information. How can it be power when I have absolutely no control over it?!? I rather like it, though! Ignorance may be bliss for some, but knowledge is strangely comforting to me, whether by chance, coincidence or even, good old intuition!

Eerie?!? Sometimes…